Monday, March 10, 2008

feeling like shit

i suck at life. i suck at art. i feel like shit.

here's the problem...i can't extricate myself from my films. i'm trying to give this UP! peace a hopeful/happy ending when i don't feel this way. i'm utterly lost in my piece and i'm utterly lost in life.

therefore,

screw it. i'm editing my piece about a girl who is lost in all these motherf**kin sheets, and the image of happiness in taunting her. and at the end she's still lying there and then spontaneously combusts, into flame, her body burning. how's that for optimism?

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